Everything is energy, sound with the fundament of numbers creating simultaneously divine symmetry.

When charged particles collide there is friction, in a good way or in a bad way, energy moves.

If you look at the Bible, that text could be one version of the creation of one of our seemingly human species but maybe not by God but a possible interfering  ” Creator God” or maybe this ” Creator God “can “slip in” just at the moment when life is created and try to take Gods place in worship.

” When just 2 of these very special people get together, they can not only start a nation-changing revolution, they can trigger a revolution of consciousness”

Strange things happen to those with this blood type

How did Adam appear, as a grownup or a child or a child with genes of a grownup?
Then look at how Eve came from Adams rib, after he was already created, what does that tell us? That they are from the same gene pool, that their race was either inbred or cloned, or that maybe all these beings descend from only these two gene pool sources. But then a clone would be of the same sex, thus needed at least one male and one female. Now if God energy is androgynous, perfect balance of yin and yang, light and dark, then there must be a way to bring balance to our own male and female sides expressing them but maybe not in the confused ways we see today in the LGTB community and certainly not only in the physical and carnal. Once again, are these new people another race experiment gone awry?

Why is the snake evil? He represent a shapeshifter, that” sheds his skin”, takes on a new body…

Humans have different blood types and this could be related to different original races and traits more than skin color that could be solely a distractive external environmental factor.
One race is human, but what if the others may not fully be….or human at all and those Creator Gods to whom they show worship and loyalty before the Almighty Creator as their creator and who can only to manipulate the physical earth realm and the material. Lucifer himself, a great trickster and deceiver, note that he is the angel of music, and frequencies, is one or at least a collaborator that  harvests souls through the never ending temptations that trick them into various death scenarios. We are very possibly dealing with AI’s  and a central computer brain that they are connected to and they are already present around us (Artificial Intelligence). There are existing machines that create anti-matter, they collide protons while spinning them, now in the areas of which these machines called quantum computers, that can access parallell universes with superposition (using 0 and 1 simultaneously), these machines have to be stored under extremely cold temperatures, in the coldest places on earth and there is a bad vibe around them, lots of strange negative things happen there.

Fact is that many people and their bodies could possibly be needed for new AI, s to use, in a great experiment, there may be some sort  of interception at birth and supposed death.

In fact imagine what a great resurrection one could stage if you had the wrong intent, add a holographic alien invasion with some creepy sounds and bad vibrations, a few chaotic events at the same time to cause chaos, maybe even a “Saviour”  accompanied by an army of giant AI,s that read emotion and you bet people would bow and do what they are told.

Now, Lucifer of chaos and darkness, will with his sounds, knowing all the instruments( frequencies), coming in again after he tried and destroy the God of Ra (one of the Creator God) AND the God of Maat ( The Underworld- possibly located at the Center of the Earth) and he will collaborate with at least two demons/ bodies without souls possibly AI.


Obviously this is some sort of experiment of which the outcome could go out of control considering the additional digital intelligence of these AI creations, that will have traits of unusually talented and psychic humans combined with AI which would create sort of ” super humans ” with a wide range of abilities and an unbeatable physical strength, perfect for an army.
This particular race celebrate Saturn and Saturday, a planet with a six pointed star at the north end with a possible particle accelerator in the shape of a black cube and a spiral at the south point. This play of energies of dark matter, may affect events here on Earth.


According to an expert on the matter here on earth there are practices of replication and duplication cloning, in the first it grows into a baby, in the second a grownup human is grown in a tank, they have four stages, the first being an organic robotoid, they have the ability to transfer your consciousness into an AI, or clone of you during sleep. They can then use your clone while sleeping. These cells they can easily get from a pap-smear or a piece of foreskin.
Like depicted in Xanadu about 9 muses of Olympia coming to life starring Olivia Newton John. These clones can be used, and specifically talented, intelligent or psychic people are interesting to these ” creatures”.

There are people that choose to work in the dark, hidden while plotting and planning this and every event around us because this dimension is blissful in itself until negativity is drawn into it.

The sole purpose of these people is to work on every event and frequency that invite and bring in large amounts of anti -matter and it doesn’t matter through which human or which negative emotion it manifests, as long as it does and in as many people as possible and in that way opening the unseen portals of which this collective negative dark energy  can enter, creating an unbalance of light and dark, and take over, creating extreme chaos, violence and confusion in our society.

These circumstances make certain people make large sums of money.

So if you can make people irritated and angry over things, it doesn’t matter what, as long as they get agitated for example creating events that make people divide and want to fight each other, or cause them stress on various levels, manipulate strings, practice disrespect and insults, degrade females and children or the working class, their goal gets closer, because everyone taps into the negative frequencies and in that way it helping to manifest here, because if they can focus and increase negative vibes through all media and the Internet cloud in any way, they can help co-create and create the perfect environment for the negative action and even help you to visualize fearful events like aliens and zombies invasions, mass destruction and disasters through media, pumping up on the bad frequencies they can have pretty much immediate results. The fact that the existing antimatter machines ( proton accelerators) create a bad, weird vibration around the area where it sits says a lot about its strong negative power that few can control or even contain the upsurging emotions, since the emotions and events are one after anotheras if a dam broke. When one start loosing the calm triggered by something, or start the insults the anger will be flowing that way, in fact they know at what exact frequency you are much easier to be affected by it, connect with it and take that negativity into and then spread it all over this, originally pure and blissful reality. There are also frequencies that create perfect harmony, so if you can alter them somehow, you can shift moods and events.



Strange things happen to people with this bloodtype

Why does the U.S government track those with Rh-negative factor, especially those with O- blood type, with such extraordinary monitoring techniques—worldwide?

Truth : “That there were, and are, no alien abductions; there are only government kidnappings. And, that the exceedingly impressive Roswell UFO incident, just like the other much-publicized UFO events, was actually executed by the U.S. Military and and Hollywood to spread the fake story that aliens are visiting us, and even crashing their spaceships into the Earth (apparently they ran out of gas). KEY POINT: All alleged alien abductions were actually elaborate hoaxes perpetrated against unsuspecting people who were transported to specially equipped labs deep underground.  The illusion of spaceships commandeered by EBEs and evil grey aliens surrounding the operating tables was fabricated as a cover to enable thousands of kidnappings of people of interest by the government. A disproportionate percentage of those criminal abductions were experienced by victims with O- blood.Hollywood to spread the fake story that aliens are visiting us, and even crashing their spaceships into the Earth (apparently they ran out of gas).


What if certain toxic people may not even be human…


Love and Light



Posted by: Aya Thorgren | January 22, 2018

War on the Mind – Causing mental instabilities

The industrialization, the porn industry and materialistic soul less world view has created a series of common mental ailments worldwide. This affects our everyday world much more than we ever thought possible. This affects all the relationships, work – and personal and removes stability and peace of mind for those involved. For example childhood rape or incest will unleash many reactions that will affect that person physically and emotionally FOR THE REST OF THEIR LIVES. Many are suicidal, confused about their sexuality and hate themselves. This has created bi polarity, sex obsessions, oversexed men and women who cannot control their sexuality sometimes leading to forced, aggressive, obscene and violent sex. When children are separated by routine from their safety net and put into the hands of strangers or people with low consciousness because of material needs a space is created where it is very possible they may get harmed, bullied, attacked or used. Just because they talk about yoga and spiritual book does NOT mean anything in fact it may be used as a hook for everyone to fall, just like the priests that are supposed to represent God and morality have taken to raping children after gaining the trust by parents and children they need to commit the crime. Add that some hierarchical and patriarchal societies and many wife’s of those men would never believe the child and sacrifice it right there as not worthy of anything, not love, not respect, nothing.

When things, pleasure and desire take over there is no space for love and soul, men have taken as a sport to suppress women and take advantage of their vulnerability.
Vulnerable beings are only used and never respected in a world of brutality. Life is not honored as it should, many tribes here right now celebrate death and violence as a way of living and those will soon not be part of the planetary experience since death is their absolute choice.

So it is.

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Dislodging negative enery attachments

Love & Light



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Posted by: Aya Thorgren | June 29, 2017

Catch them when they are Young

I am not sure if humans are are aware of how dangerous it is for our society to let young people be mistreated, lied to or abused. That includes having them pass starvation and ceaseless stress. These people may easy turn into very angry, emotionally unstable and sometimes even dangerous people.


This is where the focus of our society should be, look at how the youngest are doing, and the marginalized…are they loved or tortured?
This will mark them for life and define all their relations.
This will also define our society and our survival as a species through our relations to all living beings, known and unknown.


Love & Light

Posted by: Aya Thorgren | September 29, 2008

Hello World!

“A super conscious society in perfect tune with its environment, our natural resources within Mother Earth, has enterprises that reflects this highest of respect, moral and honor in everything they do, so defining a new era in the world of economics “



Born in Stockholm, Sweden . Studied Natural Sciences at Östra Real in Stockholm , Sweden.
Modelled professionally with Eileen Ford Agency and IMG in Paris, Milano, New York. Worked with important designers like Kenzo, Issey Miyake, Armani, Chanel, Fendi,, Karl Lagerfeldt, Hermes, Comme des Garcons, Yohij Yamamoto,Versace, Sonia Rykiel , Calvin Klein and many more. Was seen in Revlon and CoverGirl, Versace and Armani, Benettton, Calvin Klein, BananaRepublic and Esprit Campaigns and magazines like Vogue, Marie-Claire, Elle , Allure, Glamour and great photographers like Aldo Fallai, Richard Avedon, Bruce Weber, Tyen, Sacha, Phillip Newton and many more.

I am a mother and I live in Costa Rica since many years now a country that still has a lot of work to do being a third world country.
I bought a cattle farm, took the cows out to clean up the waters in the underying aquifers that feed the village and then let the species from the rain forest grow back, leaving only some terraces open for buildings and gardens for my future generations. I own a small organic cosmetics company and record label named “ Aya” and  helped to start up our village association Asociación de Desarrollo de Cabuya (ADICA) in 2004 and have been working closely with the Intendentes of Cobano, mailing many presidents giving counsel on environmental and other matters. I like to inspire youth. Life is not easy in Latinamerica, there is a lot of corruption, government and bank money goes everywhere but where it should, women are struggling to survive, there is not enough pressures on the men to take their responsibilities, they do not support youth, there is nothing going on in rural areas, no cultural exchange, no libraries, a lot of drug problems and wars in the streets.

When going through my difficulties here I started writing poems inspired and manifested in The Light, in prayer, I  wrote three books about society, world planning, the new economy and motherhood.

Words to inspire You to fearlessly live your dream .

I love to wake up at dawn, do yoga , eat healthy, plant precious seeds in my gardens and work at my dream of global transformation while I smother my children with hope and love, from near and afar!

“I appreciate the beauty and healing qualities of all that is natural in this world.”
Live in The Love and Pure Light!

http://www.cdbaby.com/cd/ayamusic & https://ayathorgren.wordpress.com/chocolate/

Thank You! May all beings be well and happy!

Aya Thorgren





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Posted by: Aya Thorgren | September 22, 2018

You first- Mind over Matter

The one thing women forget is to think of themselves first so that we can give more fully, so that we can overflow from that full space, be more powerful and have a bigger impact on the people and the world around us.

One mistake we often do before even figuring out who we are and why we are here is to look for a man to be by our side, to then act as an additive instead of being our own power.


Unfortunately life and energies work like this; until you are in perfect alignment within yourself and the Source (God) you won’t attract the perfect work situation or the perfect person for you , you will attract someone that reflects what you think about yourself, in your subconscious and until you resolve any pain, or shame, insecurities or poverty mindset or whatever may lay hidden in there, you will attract the same type of partner, over and over again, until you tune in to the joy that you so deserve.

So if you can look at a few things you can be grateful for, your life, health, your children or your food for example, you set your mind on something that makes you feel good and this feeling is what will attract everything you need in your life. Joy for example is at a very high level energetically, if you can do things that bring you Joy and excitement about life, then you are there, in a place that attracts anything you want into your life. If you can understand where your blockages are within your subconscious, where they come from, whether it’s generational issues passed down, insecurities, panic or stress from enslaved minorities, collective genocide or abuse by family or others for example, then you can shift those lower vibrations into another much higher space by recognizing them, letting them go and reprogram your subconscious. Women for example have a global tendency to take a submissive stance in the background of a male, to never be the center of attention in regards to stature through wealth, knowledge or wisdom but mainly for her beauty and creating beauty around her, making the home pretty etc so maybe it’s time you bring that side out in you so that you can flourish and feel amazing about yourself and what you do and the impact you have on this planet, then a life partner and others that is on that highest level will connect with you. Until then it’s best to refine yourself unless you want to meet up with someone and not be ready for it only to realize that the relationship simply won’t work because you aren’t at the same level up high. It simply won’t flow.

That is why it’s important to meditate, just take a few minutes every day to feel that calmness, that inner peace that is you and where you can connect with all the answers coming from the Source within that is connected to everything and everyone because in that space you can see the answers to what action you need to take and feel that relaxed frame of mind and surety that brings manifestation into fruition.

Love & Light


Posted by: Aya Thorgren | September 19, 2018

Attacks on Humanity

This video on YouTube literally puts together everything I researched this year into a one hour video. Dr Edward Spencer Neurologist, also speaks about what it is like being targeted, where odd things happen to you that noone with the average belief system will believe, they think it’s you and your fault, but it’s not, there is a clear agenda to hold back certain humans that are keys to the big changes humanity needs to free themselves from the illusions and falsehoods pushed upon them, the neurolinguistic programming and manipulation of the true human of love, the truth about climate control and it’s done by manipulating everything and everyone around them.


Attacks on Humanity explained by Dr Edward Spencer

(Link in case the above won’t work : https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=DnZUOIw91ak&feature=youtu.be)

Love & Light


Posted by: Aya Thorgren | September 19, 2018

Women and Trading

Considering we are in year 2018 there is a clear glitch in awareness of how females are treated, even if in a more modern context, women are still looked upon as something to be traded or used rather than letting her in to trade making it extremely difficult to enter the business realms on her terms.



Rarely is she brought into the business world to understand trading or basic economy, only because she is only expected to be quiet, pretty, understanding, sweet, smile, have children and run a household. Family business is run under the strict control of a male counterpart ( father or husband) where she has to show where the money is going. A female will climb the ladder easier if single because her male business partners will according to old tradition still see her as their commodity, as if they invented her and will feel jealousy towards that male even if they actually have partners. I assume that this belief is passed down from older times and cultures, where a man was ( and in some places still is) married to or at least has sex with several females. If a female even thought about doing that, even today, she would be looked upon as out of control and sexually depraved.

She is three times more likely to spend her money on food and to uplift her children.

And the men keep investing in themselves.


If a woman becomes frustrated or difficult she is easily replaced making them quiet and resentful while hating other females, especially their sexual power upon which the men choose the women he surrounds himself with since the beginning of times.

Education of females and opportunities have purposefully been withheld so that they will need a man to complete their life but that position of favorite female is, of course, never sure. Then she spends her entire life dedicated to the children and unpaid boring labors like housework that the males would never think of doing since it takes away from the energy you need for creativity. He spends his day surrounded by and collaborating with working fulfilled females that get to enjoy his happy moments and being more joyful and freer makes them many times much more attractive than the frustrated wife at home causing infidelities and total distrust and lowers the self confidence even more. If a female had 5 males she handpicked at her office, a man would immediately feel disturbed by it. If and when she reaches any levels of indepence or success there will be a lineup of male freeloader types just waiting to try and control her and everything she owns with all kind of “benevolent seeming” tricks up their sleeves. Once you let a man into your life you are extremely vulnerable if he is a controlling personality because he is not gonna let go that easy and honestly, physically you don’t have a chance. These are the kind of men that after having cooked you a meal you owe them something and you are his ticket to get up there. Manipulators are excellent liers they will show one sweet personality to get you hooked and then another to force you to do what he says, sometimes using psychological and physical abuse. You won’t share your problems due to shame and after enough time has passed you are mentally conquered and abased. It’s more complicated getting out than staying put.


This brings us back to how much easier it is for a woman to excel if she stays within the boundaries that men wanted her in. The moment she delves into male dominated areas she is faced with a lot of rejection, she is simply not let in on the big opportunities, she has to fight her way in, she is by tradition looked upon as devious, unreliable and emotional, she has to triple prove herself and she is oftentimes insulted. If you are a minority the ruling males will only see you as an exotic sex object and trophy so if you take that place you may get places but if you want to change the world in a profound and intelligent way you will simply be rated as difficult, and then bitter and resentful.

Love & Light


Posted by: Aya Thorgren | September 16, 2018

Pathological Realities and Depressions

After studying a little bit of psychology on Internet I am surprised children are not taught these things in school. Imagine if we would have studied narcissism, sociopathy and psychopathy in depth or understood what psychological parental abuse looked like. What it means to be broken down mentally and emotionally. Imagine how many of us would have avoided being secretly tortured and slowly destroyed at home or at school or even in the hands of priests and other seemingly good people and how many of us would have connected that information with that we live in a pathological physically and psychologically sick reality, being part of a civilization that doesn’t make us feel good about ourselves, as if we are never enough even when beyond amazing.
Then we would have not taken things so personally and gotten so down on ourselves where many today aren’t that sure they even want to be here.
We would have sought help and healing. We would have been stronger and more aware.
When I see these young, sensitive souls, the future of our new world, with their heads down and unable to see the light or anything positive coming their way I understand that it must have been part of a massive master plan to destroy our warriors of peace, the young who are about to transform everything through unity and unconditional love. These fragile special souls are like this because those are the traits that will metamorphosize this harsh illusion into a new reality, a very real and human world. A world where being human and happy is allowed, it’s not something you have to hide because it bothers someone, where you can speak your mind and be yourself without the fear of getting attacked or killed, a world without the stress and anxiety, without the toxic negativity, without the unneeded pressures and expectations, without the triangulations ( putting people against each other), without the divisions, without being controlled and silenced with gaslighting, lies and manipulations, without the destructive gossip, without living as an extension of someone elses life, being used by others, but a calm place where you can actually live your very own life, your personal dreams, as the authentic You.
We must clear the roads of confusion and reorganize everything to facilitate their growth. These are the young rainbow warriors that are going to change everything and soon, we simply can’t allow them to be destroyed or leave this planet in masses.
Behold, this is the new power and a new age is emerging, the Age of Aquarius.


Love & Light

Posted by: Aya Thorgren | September 13, 2018

Demolishing the Patriarchy is NOT about destroying Men

If you as a woman, teenager or child has encountered resistance when gaining power, even just over your own life then you understand what I mean when I talk about FIGHTING for respect and fighting for your life. When saying ” no ” just isn’t a valid answer but through overpowering threats, lies, manipulations and control with the silent agreement of the surrounding crowd of underdogs of the patriarchs, the fearful and insecure males and females that bought into this system accepting of their given place in society since early, your freedom is silenced and your goals obliterated or delayed until further notice, by the  wishes of someone outside of you.

When the researchers and media not too long ago was telling us females that we won’t have equality for about 80 more years it was only too clear to me that gaining power is going to take a clear fight because these men just won’t give up on their positions of power and their power over others that easily.

This article below written by Miki Kashtan explains clearly how the powers of this world are distributed among a few men and how the rest take power over their women and family members, how men since young are brutally broken down and trained to loose their soft feeling side which is relegated to the female and bring out the despot in them and how working class men and minorities are programmed since children to feel inferior with everyone playing their given part, white males feeling superior etc. At one point a woman explains how her only world is around the children and how she cannot make much impact in the world when the author insinuates that she could always teach her children something very valuable;  to be disobedient.

Why Patriarchy is not about Men




Love & Light

Posted by: Aya Thorgren | September 8, 2018

Discrimination of Freethinkers

There are signs of all types of discriminations today, a few of them are racial, gender and age related, but one that amazingly still has a huge affectation upon human development and evolution is the discrimination and exile of free thinkers.

If you today say something that goes against the agreement of the collective, people will literally attack you just like a mob of religious fanatics. In Sweden you can clearly see how brainwashed our education have made people and I am so happy I caught that when young and realizing that new theories or ideas where NOT welcome among teachers or let’s say, at that scholarly stage these professors possibly didn’t have the intellect or weren’t intelligent enough, or capable of distinguishing a different thought and follow the leads to new ideas. The approach and reaction is more likely to be ridicule or an attack to the lack of respect of the scholarly agenda. You are then immediately put to place pretty aggressively and your viewpoint erased from history while everyone is looking at you like you are crazy. If this doesn’t make you question our education then just look at how the youth are treated today when having an opinion that goes against the opinion of the masses. You are immediately bullied or pushed away from the group making you feel like an absolute freak, the immediate effect is the thought that there is something wrong with you and your opinion, the peer pressure when you are a teenager is huge, the exclusion is going to make you feel sad and depressed maybe even suicidal and in the worst case scenario you will repress your individuality to fit in with the group creating a homogeneous blob of emotionally unstable people that can easily be manipulated to sacrifice others without a thought. The fear (of being different) will hold you in place. And if you deviate you may be cast out from the group and not survive. This will immediately create a lot of masks and falsity. People will hold their truth to get a foot in. Dishonesty will obviously become the norm in a place where honesty is punished.


Is there an agenda in this?
Of course.

This is the ultimate sign of mind control.

Is this the kind of society we want?

Where mental, emotional and physical violence in every spectra is justified when convenient and where people feel they have the right to destroy others only to be “right”?

Just try being chaste today and watch how that’s going to backfire on you;



Love & Light


Posted by: Aya Thorgren | September 7, 2018

The Solution to our Problems

Most people today are either corrupted by money or sex which allows for world leaders to use those inferior weaknesses to make them obey.
Many successful people are driven by fears of rejection and at the root lies the fear of survival, of not fitting in, of being cast out from the tribe or ignored with the result of physical death.

Many parents for example don’t allow for their children to feel authentic feelings but are trained to put masks on and to please to be rewarded, and rejected if being their true selves or showing any sign of imperfection. Rejection is perceived by our primitive brain that we may not survive. Like a weak child rejected by the mother and left to die. Many suffer from feelings of abandonment since very young and are marked by traumas.
We are trained since very young that love is conditional.

We carry this into our grown up lives and become more and more disconnected with our core feelings, we cover them up with pain and then try and control them with our mind and getting things, partners and material wealth to cover up that pain but the pain never goes away, no matter how much we get, it’s just getting more and more buried underneath our emotions sometimes to flare up as anxiety and physical distress and even disease, only to be cleverly covered up by distractions, entertainment or medication. No matter how many partners or things we get we are never happy or totally fulfilled, they just act like short term Band-Aids over our original pain and this creates extreme stress and exhaustion and even creating difficulties in making our goals or making our goals at the expense of our sanity.

The only way to feel satisfied is to find the origin of that pain, recognize it and allow yourself to heal and feel whole again without that external irritation that altered your original you.
Remove what was never yours in the first place.

Stand in your light.

Don’t be an empty- seater, someone that can easily be taken over by an external force, be fully present, in yourself, be aware and conscious or be run by something outside of you connecting with your subconscious triggered by your pain.

There are going to be many changes coming up, staged events, intense awakening events, new ideas to help our planet and a future with very enlightened beings, those who choose not to awaken will remain in 3D suffering and duality and experience their illusion disappear in front of their eyes.

It’s important that you heal up your pains so that you can allow yourself to live and thrive and co -create in healthy groups.

Overcoming our fear of not being enough

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=SzFPuyFLBGsThe Root cause of Co- dependance and Anxiety

The Unification of the 144,000

The Rainbow Warriors

The Pleiadians – The Creator, Karma and The Pope

Love & Light

According to Niki Gratrix from the UK, in this interview with Soul GPS who is an expert on narcissism, there is proof that trauma changes the dna and  this can affect the next  7 -12 generations if not treated. This has been proven in descendants of slavery and survivals of the Holocaust. At the moment of the trauma the brain rewires, I assume to push into the subconscious what we are unable to handle on a conscious level creating cognitive dissonance.


How trauma impacts our bodies and what we can do to recover faster;


The impact of emotional trauma on health across a lifetime;


Feeling emotions without attaching them to past abuse or drama;


Soul GPS also adresses that the problem with the new age movement is that they only focus on the positive. This allows for the darkness and evil to go rampant behind our backs. It’s not real, it’s like living in a fantasy world where there is only light when the reality is that through facing the darkness we can bring this place up but while we ignore it, it will remain the same.

The left side logical brain is the one in charge of survival, the reptilian brain is possibly the dominant part in a narcissist or psychopath( whose drive stems from fear of survival) and the limbic system( mammalian brain) that the neocortex, thinking brain is wrapped around is more active in an empathic person. The right brain side who is in charge of feelings empathy, creativity is possibly the dominant side in the empath and artist , co -dependent and common victim of the first.



After reading the older descriptions of psychopathy for example one awaken to many interesting questions.

If we stop feeding into the traps, and reveal their crimes non violently, the system will collapse, we will see change, because anything else is a manipulative trap with no exit, the system uses the same tricks as a a narcissist;


And it uses provocation until YOU react emotionally to then see a problem with YOU, lock you up, remove you or put you away in a mental asylum or at least put you under heavy drugs or so that you become a zombie/ invalidated. The one thing you can’t do is pay a narcissist back with doing what he or she is doing, try to deal with anger and violence with anger and violence because it will backfire. Since they play with your emotions they will project their violence onto you, making it seem as if you are the problem. They are very attracted to your creativity and goodness, if that will bring them narcisstic supply. They will approach you BUT if you are not willing to be controlled/ give them what they want then they will ” ghost” you and disappear. This happens to me all the time.

The one thing a narcissist, sociopath or psycho doesn’t care about is being empathic, whether it’s towards the environment or the Indigenous or anyone, so charity, let’s say doing things out of the heart because it’s a wonderful thing to do is not the way to approach these people, but if they can take it off the taxes, now you have their interest.

Clive Boddy has done a study which he aired on TEDx on the connection of bullying and psychopathy in the corporate world and these psychopaths what they do is create chaos and confusion putting everyone against each other, making people look bad, while giving the impression of being in total control and use that moment to ice coldly climb to power, they enjoy seeing people suffering and they enjoy destroying people’s careers. They are the most likely ones to be promoted in the corporate world. Luna Centifanti who studies psychopathy in children relate the environment and parental distress to escalating callousness in a child. A child is taught that manipulations to get something in a public place will probably work for example. She suggest talking about feelings with children from a young age.  What is very interesting is that in one of the first descriptions of this personality disorder they call psychopaths Intraspecies Predators which brings us back to the reptilian brain which rules heart rate, body temperature…what is amazing to me is that according to Luna these children with psychopathic traits had lower body temperature and their heart rate wouldn’t be altered much compared to their peers when doing sports or in moments of stress(!). Scilla Elworthy who studies violence mentioned that bullies use political violence to intimidate, physical violence to terrorize and mental/ emotional violence to undermine.

What the narcissist fears most

Is a narcissist possessed?

How to obliterate a narcissist


5 steps to recognize abuse


10 steps and signs of spiritual brainwashing


Narcisstic abuse and chronic fatigue ( weight gain)

Be your own Saviour- the effect of fairy tales and Hollywood

How do I deal with a bully without becoming a thug? Non Violence is Power

Love & Light


Posted by: Aya Thorgren | August 23, 2018

Confident lies vs Emotional Truths

A well prepared calm lie said with confidence and a positive tinge has more acceptance in the people and courts than an emotional truth in our society today.

In fact after studying one mental disorder after the next I came to the realization that pretty much all of the serious ones had this one thing in common, the person either felt empty inside or was looking for what they needed, whether it was validation or exploiting someone from outside of themselves. Manipulations and lies. Extreme emotional ups and downs. Split personalities, good and bad. When this one woman called the narcissist a ” black hole” it became very clear to me. According to many sources rage and violence attracts negative entities. Even in massive sports events. These emotionally unstable ( and most probably medicated and easily manipulated) people could be used to call in massive rage and fear spurred by demonic entities to help manifest something hugely evil. Cern may have an influence in this. Many of these chaotic psychological states seem to have been caused by trauma or neglect as a child. This was very possibly planned since the days of Shirley Temple Black as is mentioned in videos below. Today it difficult to get jobs for the younger generation while adding stress about the environment. But noone is teaching you how to free yourself.


These steps are made to cause a mayor breakdown in physical and mental health to debilitate humanity. Once you understand that a person can become schizofrenic after ONE shocking event imagine how school children will be warped by those all too real attack drills that every school does by protocol after Sandy Hook?

Children do not understand the difference of what is real and what’s not.

Many traits and psychological games can be passed on to a child by a mentally unstable parent. There seem to be overall problems with emotions, the inability to control them, to recognize or even feel them, in some there is a tendency to either overreact or push and project unpleasant feelings and emotions onto someone else, for example a family member.

Love just isn’t there, narcissists for example find love repulsive and a sign of weakness, they just can’t empathize, at all, everything and everyone, including family members are considered their property. Barbara Marciniac mentions that there is a continuous war on the heart chakra to affect our very humanity and our unity. And a clear psychological war and sacrifice of innocence stirring rage.

“In our hearts is where the new paradigm will be born, when our hearts open, it will be the new brain, the center place of which all decisions will be made. Use your feelings about things to discern veracity. Enjoy life but don’t get too lost in experiencing so that you forget your duty and why you came here… Trauma can create disassociation and amnesia but in some people in can create psychic awakening…..there is a fine line between craziness and working with your higher dimensions”

That’s why they are trying to create confusion, false information, affect the mind and heart vibration, our levels of empathy and if possible block all the chakras to stop the imminent human ascencion into super consciousness.

Dark energies

Above video ; Rose chakra balancing meditation and advice youth


This story is even more amazing!

So I have this vision( below) and I was kind of excited to share it but decided to wait a little and Iisten to this video ( above) so at the 47 th minute this man explains this exact same vision, but four years ago and Barbara Marciniac talks about synchronistic events out of time …

Vision 20 August 2018

“I saw all of humanity and all living beings in a white protective light bubble but layered with something that looked like a thin layer of soot like substance, I started to try, with my mind to help clear that black layer starting with myself, my nearest then going outward we, the humans were like a joint spacious cluster with space around each bubble and as everyone cleared into pure white light, I could even feel the effort to purify the last and at that moment I felt a very strong energy shift. I saw a diamond inside the earth and inside each and every person and every living being, and we were perfectly taking our place in the multiverse in
collective soul unity. “


Great advice for youth and meditations on how to attract with your energy what you need into your life, letting to of fear and adaptability.

Love & Light


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Posted by: Aya Thorgren | August 19, 2018

Systematical Shocks to your Biological System

The use of constant threats, intimidation and fear in subtle and more obvious ways create an enormous stress upon our biological system, it is used to force collaboration without giving any time to reflect. This is done to create confusion and to lower your immunesystem, one day you will awaken to the fact that every event has an agenda, that something heavy is moving the pawns out of position, with the purpose to distort your perception and be able to manipulate you to do things that are to certain players convenience. This energy , if picked up on and enhanced can attract negative forces that literally will spur people to move like a mob within a field of emotional fury. My belief is that that could very possibly create negative portals of dark energy like a black hole, within that area anything could happen, and something negative could come through on massive levels. Thus spurring conflict while dividing and conquering everyone against everyone, tiring people out until they pretty much die from physical and mental exhaustion without having accomplished much makes perfect sense in a sick competitive agenda of this type. Beings that are too interested, in a gluttonous and exagerrated way, in wealth and power are pretty primitive on a soul consciousness level, experiencing  a lower chakra moment with no real, authentic highs. It’s one thing to recognize that we have physical bodies with an actual need to attend to, using spiritual values and morals as your compass… and walk over people while creating synthetic events to manipulate outcomes. It’s too much. It’s too evil.

The fact that chemtrails have nanobots inside of them with the purpose of entering your lungs and being used as small biological antennas is shocking in itself. Further manipulations will proceed from that point. Grief is related to your lungs, when you feel grief, it will weaken your lungs and immunesystem, and more disease can be triggered. So if you can combine chemtrails while enhancing grief, you have a weapon of mass destruction.

4 types of narcissists

80 % are men

Juvenile Schizofrenia

After watching this a lot of questions came up, is schizofrenia some type of possession? It’s a neuro biological disorder where the brain functions differently, the the girl is showing extreme intelligence at a very young age, she thinks in numbers, her hallucinations seem to be an interdimensional capacity, she connects with negative entities that seem to use her as a vehicle, these people could be open channels of negativity, like clusters of small black holes. She has an abnormal amount of genes, is it alien or is she a hybrid? She barely sleeps, is she evaluating possible outcomes all night? Like a machine? Is she being subject to some type of communication that she can’t control, is her experience altered or tweaked by outer forces?

Maternal deprivation of orphans

This shows how therapy and loving care is needed when young people go through deep traumas, it’s VERY important to bring them back to feeling loved as soon as possible or they will be the extremely unhappy and even psychotic harmed grown-ups of today that simply aren’t capable of loving but handle stress in all kinds of dangerous ways that are detrimental and dangerous to themselves and other humans.


Love & Light


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